The 20th Year The Lyndsay Diaries

We are still young but we're trying so hard not to be. Fake ID's and lies. Let's grow up to be people we hate. It's starting to burn hot and it's r...

The Consequences of Learning How to Fly The Lyndsay Diaries

Heartbeats that race, but feet that drag. Your parents split up and I'm left here to feel sorry for you. I'm just not sure if this is how it's suppo...

Cowboy The Lyndsay Diaries

Darlin', we got some sad news today. So sit down and brace yourself. I'm not enjoying life out here in this cowboy life in this cowboy town. Darlin...

Des Peres The Lyndsay Diaries

In and out of intersections in a suburb of St. Louis, Misery. In the back seat of your parent's gold Volvo, we waved to passing cars and talked abo...

Emergency The Lyndsay Diaries

I always tell myself to be patient But my left hand shakes Against your new couch Control of the situation Fell through my fingers I heard her sa...

How We Kill Ourselves The Lyndsay Diaries

We all have our simple ways of killing ourselves and this is yours. Denying it all by covering it up. You were never the best at smiling. So stay u...

Illustrations of Melbourne The Lyndsay Diaries

Did you see the blood that filled the sink? Could it all somehow be linked? Her long blond hair mops the tiles As the mirror reflects her crooked s...

Paper Airplane Dream The Lyndsay Diaries

I can see the smoke stacks in the distance And I know that we're almost there. This day has been best at overwhelming me. And these thoughts are ru...

Sometimes The Lyndsay Diaries

Sometimes the inspiration never comes. When all you want is someone to realize your depression. When all you want is someone to say that they care. ...

The Tops of Trees Are on Fire The Lyndsay Diaries

The tops of trees are on fire And tonight these torches give us light That we might have some direction in our lives. But I can't see much of anyth...